The Energy Is So Fierce and May Continue For a Few Months
Torn between being a voice and standing back and let confusion play itself out.
Reflections, which really started out as a card reading for the Whole Consciousness has been a part of my weekly practice for over a year now.
I have spent ten years trying to be a voice that would lead others to the teachings of Jesus, where I have found comfort and safety.
Mountains have been crossed in my psychological journey and it feels as if I have lived several lifetimes since taking responsibility for my relationship with God and the world into my own hands because the organized traditions I followed showed me no resolution and only an unsatisfactory statement of faith.
The lens before my eyes has changed so many times, as I followed the promptings of the Spirit within my soul.
Each time brought greater clarity and compassion for individuals and humanity as a whole.
My identity has shrunk. I have to admit, at first I thought I might have answers. And I still feel the prompting to try and express what gives me strength.
Bearing my testimony meant a lot to me.
I knew that it grew my testimony of what I felt Spirit was teaching me.
With adult children and “family”, I could no longer communicate with, I felt even more compelled to change the world for them and give them an easier path.
I was never one to seek revenge, though I did my share of taking what was not mine (Even if it was just for a few moments of personal pleasure.) so do not think me a saint.
I do have a deep affection for humanity even as I can see the brutality and abuse we allow amongst ourselves.
I am beginning to sense that we come here in the flesh with a role to play and we may not be able to really alter that.
Even so, the greatest work that we can do is in our own hearts by forgiving the illusion that our egos have given us.
My personal identity is not noteworthy, but the divinity within us individually and as a whole is.
It is to this I speak. Please check out this week’s reflection, if you are so inspired.