Your statement shows how much you fear personal integrity and doubt the ability of the human mind to have answers for itself.
Sadly, this is not uncommon throughout the human race.
That is why we are so easily destroyed in boiling pots like the frogs who accept the rise in the heat without observing that they are in danger. This scenario takes place in time over and over again. We are taught from birth to count on what everyone else says is true or real.
It has been proclaimed that America can be "taken down" by that very philosophy. Time will tell, I suppose.